"It's not supposed to be this way, I'm so far from okay."
Only 4 and I have to write again.
Apparently weekends are going to be the hardest. Eff.
I don't think I can do this anymore. It hurts to breathe. It hurts to look in the mirror. It hurts to close my eyes. It hurts to open my eyes. It hurts to move. It hurts to go anywhere. It hurts just to be here.
I don't know what to do.
It doesn't make sense. This obviously isn't the best thing for either of us. He's not happy. I'm not happy. How is this better?
I didn't even get the chance to try.
I don't want to be here anymore.
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