All 6 months, well, 5 and a half ish, felt like a dream. One beautiful dream. At any given moment, I was sure I'd wake up soon.
Then it ended. And the pain feels more real than anything else I have ever experienced.
I don't think it should work that way. I think the relationship should have felt real. I should have felt every single moment of it and taken it all in. I should have thanked God every single day of my life because of how blessed I was to have it all. Then when it ended, that should feel like a dream. Just one fleeting moment that I could wake up from at any moment and feel okay again.
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