How to take a break.

I'm going to be so extremely exhausted tomorrow. 

But right now, I've got to write. 

Because the truth is, I don't really feel any better. 

Isn't that the strangest thing? I fixed a few of my issues. I got my friends back. I have this amazing guy who cares about me. I have a good job. It's warm outside. Things are looking up. 

But the truth is, I don't really feel any better. 

There is something so extremely missing. What is it? What am I missing? What am I supposed to be doing? 

I felt so on track before. What happened? What changed? 

I need.... 

"I just need a little time so I can find myself again." 

Thank Motion City Soundtrack. That IS what I need.